Mid summer lethargy
A journal entry.
Mundanity is seeping in.
In combination with my post weekend amphetamine brain, luteal stage, lethargy, and the persistent, unrelenting heat of the day, one might say it’s in “full swing”.
I get robots to do my work all day — this scares me. It doesn’t help with the brain fog.
I need to get re-mystified by intellectual rigor. I plan on ordering Uber Eats tonight.
I’d like to get in touch with my hobbies and interests again.
Poetry is not a luxury. In panels I dissect the most extreme essentialisms
it was easier when I knew nothing of it — only knew of myself in relation to the world
Homage
Isolation
Abstract brains
Drive, relax, drive again.
the phone is red. the paper is published. migraines come like monsoons in Phiet.
what I’d give to retrieve my frame of mind from that rectangular mine
minerals used to be found in water
now we buy little sachets from health food stores and pour them in ourselves
I long for autumnal yearnings
silent wind - crisp fresh mist
dark mornings and damp evenings
now enter Lethargic Summer
she is beautiful & relaxed, and tired.